dab!

2009-10-14T07:00:00.000-07:00

What about you? Are you the happiest and the saddest right now that you’ve ever been?”
“Of course I am.”
“Why?”
“Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you.

– Nicole Krauss (in The History Of Love)

yay, mummy allows me piano lessons and french lessons because , well because. because. everyone knows because of what dont we. apparently my french teacher is from mauritius ( is that how it's spelt, i'm too lazy to check). so exciting right, i hope he's cute like anusha's ex-french teacher. :D yay yay yay, so excited.

i'm sick so i shall not go to school to pass the germs to people. (:

oh and we get back promo results on 26oct. its so scary. its all at one go. i think its the same day i get back sat results, or something. ohwellx.

2009-10-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

this is so funny, since i'm in a pretty happy state, i shall post happy stuff

in a recent text message,

vanessa said "if you lose anymore weight, you'll disappear"

in a recent email,

shan wrote : "HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (there are 17 !s, count if you dont believe)"

in a recent msn convo,

Deb: you cant run away from meimei ^^

josh says: SURE SURE SURE

josh says: haha eh go listen to the song Try by Asher brook

Deborah says: haha, yay you admitted it

[note how he tries to change the topic]

in a recent training session,

zach : i'm celebrating deepa-raya in army tmrw.

in a recent danny moment,

Charles: where did you go?

Danny : i was swimming

in another recent danny moment,

marcus : the air smells so oily

zach : smells like someone is making breakfast

danny : smells like bread being baked.

yay i'm gonna sleep in tmrw morning since bio lecture only starts at 9plus. shhh, dont tell anyone. i hope no impt person from school reads my blog. if not i'll get a white slip.

2009-10-12T23:58:00.001-07:00

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

2009-10-11T05:38:00.001-07:00

why do you have to leave me to clean up this stupid mess?

2009-10-05T02:57:00.000-07:00

chem, wasnt that bad i guess. the question jh told me to study came out. thanks jh. but on the other hand, we've got a 3 hour math paper tmrw. this is very very horrible. i know nothing about math. 2 more papers. the 2 worst papers out of the lot.

2009-09-28T23:50:00.000-07:00

morning training, three hour econs mugging session and two hours break left me with only goverment intervention, price mechanism and elasticity. i work fast, no?

2009-09-28T04:49:00.000-07:00

; will we ever have the chance, to finish what we started?

2009-09-25T01:31:00.000-07:00

my old laptop died. like SRSLY. it was fine when i was doing my econs essay, then after i checked the CD to confirm WR is inside, then DIE. i was talking to kelvin halfway on msn, then suddenly the whole screen went off. and it was never okay again. so mummy brought me to buy a new one today, mummy was nice :) she bought me a macbookpro without much pleading. happy ^_^ afterall its time for the old comp to go. its been 2-3 years. BUT my photos and songs are inside :( ohwells. time to start revision for promos.

oh and lectures nowadays are super cool. like only 4 people from each class turn up. so the lecture theatre is some ulu place. like today during break. there was only me peiying and emelia ( lacking peide cause he went to study in library) in the canteen. we had PW lunch :D

EMe-lia. we will EMMediately hand up WR. we are so IMMEdiate with our WR cause we have IMME. And we dont like the sun, so we Debo-RAN-h into the shade. ^_^ and we want H3 BREAK :D

Deb!

2009-09-24T02:06:00.000-07:00

I, I dont know why i miss you so much
Yeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me today
Ill say that Im fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn thats sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just cant leave behind me

2009-09-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

i got up at 4am this morning to do chem till 6.50 and then head for training. it was pretty good, since at 4am there's hardly any distraction and there's no one to call and talk to. so. i was fine till after math tuition. totally died at 5pm plus. i hope to finish all chem tys stuff this week. and hopefully those bio mcqs. there are super alot of them.

oh and training was the worst. couldnt keep up after training only once last week. ):

off to sleep(?!?!?!?!)/mug(?)

2009-09-20T02:15:00.000-07:00

today the funniest thing ever happened in class, some guy swallowed the metal part of the pencil while chewing it. the teacher's reaction was awesome. seriously. he couldnt continue teaching. ha.

i lost track of how many days till promos. so far i've done abit. ABIT. srsly.

like, respiration, cell structure, and till topic 2 of tys chem. that's like awfully little.

2009-09-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

2009-09-14T02:32:00.001-07:00

And so today i was very clever, i left my correction tape refill at home knowing that it was gonna finish. Thus, Math Assignment 4 and Math Assignment 5 has alot of cancellations. I hope all my answers are accurate to compensate for the horrible writing.

Ohman, did that sound mugger, no?

Math Stats Rev Assignment here i come :)

2009-09-13T02:59:00.000-07:00

although ionic equilibrium tutorial is waiting, i've really got to post this. Cause it really reminds me of a text,

2009-09-12T07:22:00.000-07:00

i took these from roanne's blog,

"One day you fall for this boy. And he touches you with his fingers. And he burns holes in your skin with his mouth. And it hurts when you look at him. And it hurts when you don’t. And it feels like someone’s cut you open with a jagged piece of glass."
— The Tracey Fragments (via quotewhore)

2009-09-10T00:39:00.000-07:00

when a heart breaks no it dont break even
and what am i gonna do when the best part of me was always you;

2009-09-06T06:04:00.000-07:00

Young I admit that we may be.
But nothing more perfect than you and me,
They label our love as growing pain.
Is our physical maturity to be our bane

there and then.

2009-08-27T05:17:00.000-07:00

my cousin came home with fish caps from aussie. (:

2009-08-24T04:59:00.001-07:00

its 8pm, but i'm so tired from math i shall go sleep.

2009-08-24T04:52:00.001-07:00

i am very happily sad. honest!

2009-08-22T07:08:00.000-07:00

"Change the scene slightly. Put my mother in that garden and put the garden in America. Or make it my father and put him in his laboratory. There they are : clean, honest, and reverent, diligent, docile and perhaps a little dull. Evoking their neighbours' hate. Of course there is more to them. Of course, they have passions and dreams, follies and foibles. but these are private things and they are in the garden, in the laboratory. they and their parents before them have come from a crowded land. there, you do not flaunt your individuality. my parents are japanese. they have no idea of what it means to have a public personality."

"Is a hegemon a pokemon?" BEST.

Deb

2009-08-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

For the past 5(or more) years, i fill my bottle with gatorade (or whatever powder) from the same place on the kitchen table. its so routine nothing wrong can happen, its like an automatic action before going to bed at night.

and last night, i dont know how cause the kitchen table was completely empty, i spilt the bottle full of gatorade. ohboy, was i preoccupied.

P.S you're not supposed to understand it, and if you did you're probably shan, otherwise i think you didnt get it right.

42/41 days to promos.

deb

2009-08-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

should i do math, chem, PW, or bio?

or maybe i should just go sleep.

i cant wait for you to be back :D

2009-07-30T23:50:00.000-07:00

i've got better things to do than let you walk all over me.

2009-07-30T06:14:00.000-07:00

just finished GP AQ. gonna sleep. so tired omg, slept at 930 last night as well (:

you're so cute, seeing you make me smile (:

2009-07-28T21:36:00.000-07:00

so cute right :D haha.

my headache finally got the better of me, so i'm like at home now. but i actually did math. so i'm almost done with graphing tutorial. one more question ^^ i hope after japan i dont lag too much from school. gonna come back on monday and tuesday got chem SPA. haha, its like suicide. cos i'm coming back at 1am. haha.

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

deb

2009-07-27T05:46:00.000-07:00

They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes

i think mugging's going pretty well,but i get headaches after a certain duration of studying. i think that day it was like 1 and a half hour's of math and i got my headache. sleep usually chases it away. studying is SO MUCH MORE tiring than training. i never thought i'd say that, but sadly that's the truth. its like, after training you feel sore and everything, but after studying, other than the sense of accomplishment, it comes along with information overload for like 30 mins. but i like.

today i could do with 2 hours of random assignment doing but before headache phase. i think i still have the headache. its pretty mild though. can be tolerated. sometimes i honestly feel more in tune with books than water. and i hope this feeling doesnt go away soon.

think i never sat down and did work so much my whole life. i shall go do graphing tutorial. [some people are already done with the assignment ):] sighs, when will i ever catch up.

deb

2009-07-23T04:27:00.000-07:00

i was studying. and then someone called. and got me, i dont know what emotion. but now, i got no mood to study. i shall just go write out all the topics for promos that are gonna be tested the YANSHAN way. (:

2009-07-23T03:11:00.000-07:00

I found a place so safe, not a single tear

The first time in my life and now it's so clear

Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here

It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it

This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay

This moment is perfect, please don't go away

I need you now

And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming

It's the happiness inside that you're feeling

oh, the irony.
All you do is make me Smile. ~

2009-07-23T03:02:00.000-07:00

the last thing i'm supposed to do is to blog cause there's econs lecture test to study for and that pile of undone stuff there. but i need to say this,

UC said our presentation was VERY GOOD :D maybe she doesnt hate me that much after all. or maybe cause of the presence of a certain case study (;

good luck to marcus, josh(kor),danny,ting and jeff for world champs (:

9 weeks to promos, one and a half will be spent in japan. please let the inner mugger in me take over. pleasepleaseplease. i dont mind the stress. oh, i found a trick, i sit with my back to the clock so i dont look at it too often ^^

i cherish, cherish every moment we spend together. (: you are my estascy.

2009-07-20T01:14:00.001-07:00

i'm off to bury my head in work. till then.

2009-07-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in then I start to see
The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face and the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took that you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't wanna lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
The bed I'm laying in is getting colder

And i think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

i'm sorry boy, i'm sorry. please dont wait for me, i'm not worth it. We were a mistake.

and i knew, i knew in my heart, that that hug was a goodbye hug.

2009-07-18T07:10:00.000-07:00

wrong time, wrong place, wrong words, wrong person, wrong everything.

i've got no idea how to put it across to you the dilemma i'm in. so i just simplified everything and told you it isnt gonna work out. i'm glad you insisted on waiting, but i still dont know how to put it and say yes completely. i'm sorry for my indecisiveness. and so i figured it would have been better if you went back to her, but it doesnt seem that you want things to turn out that way. you'll regret on giving up so much for this. and i know you're gonna read this and come and ask me about it. i figured i had to say part of it out so it wouldnt accumulate and explode. somehow i know we dont need to wait till after japan, and i've made up my mind. if you'd only come online now, i'll be spared of this misery cause it'll probably be forever or over in a few questions. no pain, no tears. just relief. i wished i never met you, things now would be alot more simple.

got cheated for training today, i didnt get my time taken so i had to do a 100 extra -.- wtf. angry.

2009-07-17T06:49:00.001-07:00

haha, it didnt even last 10 days.

there seem to be nothing to look forward to.

2009-07-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

today was so chaotic. but all was good in the end.

so school ended at 1230, i stayed back in the library to complete my bio ct paper so i could get one thing less on my mind, who knew i finished the essays in awhile, so by 2pm it was done and handed in. i was bored of waiting for rach and chris to come to school. and for some reason i was TIRED. so i decided to not wait and go home instead. packed lunch and reached home about 3 plus i think.decided not to go out already. then at 315/330 i got rach's and qingshan's message at the same time.

wait i've got to say this first, i cant type qingshan as shan cos yanshan will think i'm talking about her though shan is much easier to type than qingshan.

anywayx, so rach wanted me to bring her to PE dept, and qingshan doesnt mind meeting cos he's so gay and flicker and was happy so yah. ( ignore so gay (:) soooo, i rushed out of the house, cabbed to j8, picked qingshan up, and off back to rj to bring rach to pe dept. awesome planning. oh, and the uncle {taxi driver} thought qingshan was some pai kia. HAHA.

but eventually chris came as well and we brought him to PE dept. rach couldnt movie with us cos she had tuition, but her tuition teacher pangsehed her -.- so in the end she shouldve just came with us. but we watched ICE AGE. we made qingshan watch it again. haha. but the dinosaurs are really cute okay (: i love sid the sloth :D didnt dinner cos mum wanted me back, but it still was cool hanging out. if only qingshan's coming rj instead of hc. it'd be really awesome for 4 of us next year. ohwellx.

for now, back to mugging, getting back on track. trying to train, and stop slacking.

oh and did i mention? i didnt drop my phone for more than a month, and on sunday, SOMEONE came and dropped my phone by accidentally pushing it off my lap. SOMEONE. AHEM. he almost dropped my phone a second time today. heart pain. heart pain.

but one month. even more heart pain.

Debb.

2009-07-13T23:56:00.000-07:00

100th post.

the things i do for you. tsk.

tmrw (:

deb

2009-07-12T06:11:00.000-07:00

since i'm too high from nothing, or maybe actually something. i shall just type the stuff i need to complete before friday.

1) economics CT paper
2) Math CT paper
3) Biology CT paper
4) Chemistry CT paper
5) GP presentation
6) math functions tutorial
7) chem energetics tutorial
8) bio tutorial DNA
9) bio tutorial viruses
10) econs tutorial

i think there's more eh. but nevermind, this shall be it for now.

i have alot of things to type here, but i cant. maybe i should make it private so i can.

deb.

2009-07-10T06:22:00.000-07:00

eeeee, so maybe i didnt want to start school after all.

with soff's help i printed all the CT papers. and to my horror, i didnt know ANYTHING written there. so now, i have 4 choices :

1) dont do at all
2) study like CRAZY and then do it like a real CT
3) dont study, just anyhow do.
4) refer and do.

i wanna do 2, as much as 30% of my hidden mugger self tells me to, but 69.99999% tells me to just do 4. not that i'm lazy to study, or maybe i am. but the point is there isnt enough time. today during reaction kinetics lecture i was like ohno, i dunno what mrs poh is talking about. sooooo, i'm not going training tmrw morning and gonna start doing the CT papers (:

actually i'm starting so early secretly on cause i wanna go out on sunday, but it doesnt matter. i'm starting anywayx.

Deb

2009-07-08T06:01:00.000-07:00

you are mine, no one's gonna thief you from me (:

2009-07-08T03:37:00.000-07:00

crappppp, this is just crap. its so painful. hate to struggle to find something to say.

2009-07-07T00:57:00.000-07:00

AYG was pretty cool, roomed with charmaine and rachel goh. my swims were pretty ordinary as usual, except maybe for 50 back. finally did 31 again after like more than a year. finals were screwed but nevermind that. back to mundane school tmrw, i'm kinda looking forward to it for some reason. perhaps it would put life back into place and give it shape.

thashi will be back soon, cant wait to meet up with her (:

what position do i have to ask you to leave her. the thought of you holding her hand pisses me off.

Deb

2009-06-26T19:39:00.000-07:00

somehow, i think you're losing interest in me;

pictures from my honeybrown streaks eons ago. hon left for melbourne forever): so no one cuts me pretty layers anymore ): my darling hairdresserguy is gone ): horrible. but anywayx. the highlights turned out pretty.

spent yesterday packing all my school notes, i'm SO glad and thanking god i'm not taking this times CTs. bio notes were filed in the green file. its SO thick!

eeyore (:

all the subjects, couldnt be bothered with school GP stuff.

midst of packing.

pretty green envelope from rj, for college day.

bio 0_0

in the midst of packing.

ohoh, and the ayg pulley bag thingy is so small all it can fit is my clothes ): no space for foooddddd.

shopping for pretty shoes laterx.

i knew you better than i thought i did(:

x deb

2009-06-22T06:07:00.001-07:00

if its over, then why do i still feel sad whenever i think of you ):

2009-06-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

this is really really pretty (:

2009-06-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

you make me grin at my phone, making people think i'm crazy;

mummy didnt allow me to go out today ): sorry BUT, she brought me shopping instead. so i got 3 really awesome books and a pretty little couture bag and top, and some other stuff. :D me happy. GP was surprisingly inspirational today. AND miss baey was funny.

"anyone read king lear by shakespeare before?" - miss baey
"-shakes head-" - us
"okay, its about...(tells story)... so in the end, the two daughters die. oh and the youngest daughter died, oh yes, the king died too. ahhh, they all die. aiyah, in shakespeare stories, EVERYONE dies la. -sheepish grin-" - miss baey.

mmmm, ohyes, i like damien hirst.
oh yes, i cant believe when i typed i like hirst alot, you actually read it as i'm very thirsty. LOL.

i think we've got to collect our uniforms tmrw, but the point is, i havent even got myself measured-.-'' how to collect? lol. stupid right. later i got no uniform i cannot go. lolx.

x deb

why are you so drastic?

2009-06-19T06:14:00.000-07:00

YANSHAN WANTED ME TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY she is very very weird.

happy birthday yanshan.

HER BIRTHDAY IS ON 13TH OCTOBER BY THE WAY. ITS LIKE AN EON AWAY FROM NOW.

HAPPY YANSHAN? :D

TODAY IS 19TH JUNE BTW. ITS NOT 19TH SEPT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH AND KELVIN CHAN :D

2009-06-17T20:04:00.000-07:00

sing open was horrible, the swims i mean. like 8 fking seconds off pb for 200 back. hahax. but it was fun, like the no swims days(: omg, i hope i made japan la. apparently the 620 FINA points time is 32.84, and i did 32.84 on the dot :D so cool ehx. (not.)

ohyes, i'm excused from common tests (: so while the whole RJ is mugging away, we the people who are excused from common tests can slack(train). theres like centralized training tmrw. i dont think i'm gonna enjoy it much considering that i'm still bloody unfit and my shoulders are so sore ):

I hope when school starts again i can switch back to studying mode. and then there's SRP and PW to catch up with. Oh yes, for SRP i FINALLY found a mentor that i like , and who wants me. we're like doing on bubbles. sounds amatuer? think again (; i've got an awesome partner, haiyan. :D she's like uuber cool and open to all my ideas, which is fantabulous because most people i know cant stand the funky-ness and wacky-ness. so yes. we'll make a superb group (: and i dunno whether to be glad whether i was labelled SRP girl or not.

and i got iphone :D but like everyone is asking why i'm not waiting for 3GS. BECAUSE, my phone died-ed on me. cannot wait alreadyx. if not i'll be phone-less.

so yes,till next time (: probably before/after ayg.

x Deb

<3HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH & KELVIN IN ADVANCE

2009-06-08T20:35:00.000-07:00

i've honestly got no idea what you're so angry about. if there's anyone feeling any disappointment and regret it should be me and not you, you chose to stay by me but all you're happy with is not who i am but what i do to make you proud. is that what you really call sacriface? perhaps you're afraid to leave me now cos you're afraid one day i'll make it bigger than you can ever. perhaps because whatever you said you can do is nothing but what you could do in the past.

2009-06-08T07:42:00.000-07:00

i dont wanna sleep early,cos last night even though i slept at 2am i freaking woke up at 7am for training on my own. wakeup calls seriously screwed my system.

my phone died on my today pfft. no choice gonna get iphone tmrw. cannot wait alrdy.

and, here's for cass a.k.a honey

thank you for being such an awesome roomie :D we got freaked out by the bloody phone. and we laughed like crazy over things like AHEM AHEM >:) i love you loads and thanks for making sea age such a fantastic time for me. <3>

2009-06-07T19:33:00.001-07:00

http://singaporesportsfan.wordpress.com/2009/06/05/what-shanas-ayg-withdrawal-says-about-singapore-sport/

sea age was funzzzzzzz (:

2009-06-01T06:02:00.000-07:00

leaving for kl tmrwz.

kkkkk. there's nothing else i can say.

deb.

WAIT. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMOG YAYAYAYAYAYAY(: HAHAHAHA.

just to show how sadistic shan is.

shan` this is it. says:
don't know loh
you want you tell loh
(debb's dying to tell him lalalalallaa!!!)

Deborah says:
HAHAHAHA
i'm gonna post that

shan` this is it. says:
YOU ALWAYS POST ME LEHHH!!!
i am damn bloody quotable.

Deborah says:
yes
haha!

shan` this is it. says:
-pats self on back-

Deborah says:
the next shan-spear
^^
gedddit?

shan` this is it. says:
OH MY GOD I GET ITTT!!!

2009-05-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

sorry, i'm not good enough, that's why for everything i'm just nothing but a substitute.

to take their places and try to do their jobs, but obviously i'm not cut up for it. cos i'm not them. i'm just not good enough.

2009-05-27T06:54:00.000-07:00

i failed chem test ): very very sad.
GP sucked. all that i mugged didnt come out. not very confident about my answers in the compre either.

you'll always remain as that important person i'll never forget,
but i guess its time to move on. because clearly you do not care for me any longer.

deb ):
life isnt the best.

2009-05-24T05:09:00.001-07:00

faith is a gift i have yet to receive.

2009-05-21T05:35:00.000-07:00

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you;

they're so mean. thanks to timidness and procrastination i'm now stuck no where. its so hard for anyone to understand what's going on. school's mediocre. swimmings worse. i need some direction. sometimes when i say something you just laugh at me and dont take me seriously,when actually i really mean it. cos maybe one day you wouldnt see me no more. then you'll realise i meant what i said. you kept tapping me for fun, but you didnt realise i was teary. to think i thought you would understand.

i try, its not like i dont. i just cant. even though you're there for me to speak to and rant to. and i cant say how much i thank you for it. but its just not enough. i dont know what to do. its just one of those days that you feel like dying and nothing matters anymore.

this makes me realise how dependent i was on you, because if you were here with me now, like you were 2 years ago. maybe everything would be different and you'd change me.

i'm just so scared, its beyond my control. its so ocassional it's been seldom since something like that came, i guess it was impending. i knew it but refused to look at it in the eye.

maybe this is a turning point, and every decision i'll regret.

2009-05-18T07:15:00.000-07:00

just when i thought things were getting better, its just as hard for you to understand as for me to clarify. i wonder if it was better before we spoke, at least there wouldnt have been any misunderstandings of any sort.

2009-05-16T07:56:00.000-07:00

ahh, i feel so confused. i'm so happy yet so frustrated.

today was awesomez and stuff. finally got my uw camera (: and a really pretty dress.

but like, common tests are coming and i'm super unmotivated to study and mug crap. chem test on wednesday and i've got no idea what gases are about. i've got like 5 different bags with files and notes and a cupboard full of papers(notes) that i've got to sort out. i need to like sit down and sort out and start studying but i just cant ): so distracted by everything. its like everytime a test is coming, i'd be like, okay, when this test is over, i'll start studying from the first topic and start being a mugger and all. but it doesnt happen. help ): i get short spurts of motivation that lasts for 1/2 hours at most, ( usually in school ) and i'll go library and study bio. and then it'll wear off. help. if this goes on i'm gonna get C D E F Us in common tests.

save me from misery.

x deb

ARGH.

2009-05-15T07:38:00.001-07:00

i dont like it when you speak of us as a couple and of yourself as a third party. it isnt true and it will never be.

2009-05-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

Quiz that Honey tagged.

Choose 21 people
1. Cass
2. Shan
3. Ting
4. Nah
5. Dan
6. Kelvin
7. Jiahao
8. Anusha
9. Yvonne Tan
10. Jeremy
11.Marcus
12. Danny
13. Charles
14. Yaozong
15. Pamela
16. Junru
17. Amanda
18. Emily
19. Daniel
20. Nissa
21. Soffia

How did you get to meet 7 ? (jiahao)
i cant rmb

What would you do if you and 15 never met ? (pam)
erm, we wouldnt be able to compare height

What will you do if 20 and 1 date ?(niss and cass)
both girls

Have you ever seen 17 cry ?(amanda)
i dont think so

Would 4 and 16 be a good couple ? (Nah and junru)
both girls

Do you think 11 is attractive ? (marcus)
haha, i dont think he'll see this.

Whats 2's favourite colour ? (shan)
blackkkk

When was the last time you talk to 9 ? (yvonne)
this afternoon

What language do 8 speak ? (anusha)
english?

Who is 13 going out with ? (charles)
how would i know. ask him

What grade is 12 in ? (danny)
poly

Would you ever date 17 ? (amanda)
lol no.

Where does 18 live ?(emily)
Brisbane, redcliffe

Whats the best thing about 3 ? (ting)
she's nice to me

What would you wanna tell to 10 now ? (jeremy)
dont zzz, clap crocodile hands at me at training

Whats the best thing about 20 ? (niss)
she's an awesome friend <3

Have you ever kissed 5?(dan)
nonono.

Whats the best memory you have with 21 ? (soff)
writing i love deborah on all her worksheets (:

When is the last time you see 6 ? (kelvin)
errr. few weeks ago

How is 14 and 12 different ? (yaozong and danny)
very different

Is 19 pretty ? (daniel)
hahahaa, yes, daniel is very pretty.

What is your first impression of 11 ? (marcus)
tall and old. HAHA.

How did you meet 20 ? (niss)
classmates

Is 1 your best friend ? (cass)
hun (;

Have you seen 18 last month ? (emmize)
no ): i miss her.

When is the last time you see 16 ? (junru)
today :D

Have you been to 5's house? (dan)
nopes

When is the next time you will see 10 ? (jeremy)
prob tmrw morn

Are you close to 13 ? (charles)
training and school mates

Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before ? (nah)
yesyes

Have you ever gotten in to trouble with 8 before ?(anusha)
LOL, library crisis

Would you give 19 a hug ? (daniel)
erm, depends

When have you lied to 3 ? (ting)
erm, last year

Is 16 good at socializing ?(junru)
yesyes

2009-05-13T05:53:00.000-07:00

Alot of stuff to post about,

#1 The Famous, Jeremy Mathews ( and the twig)

Note of precaution : Whenever training, keep a lookout underwater. If The Famous Looks your way and grins, you're in to be twigged. Watch Out.

( i got twigged the whole way training today )

And the Famous Refuses to let me join Noobsftw. ( discriminate against novice players,tsk )

#2 I am Braceless :D

( i'm sorry this picture is so ego,camwhore, only got me. but the rest cannot see properly XD)

#3 SOFFIA GHAZALI GOT CAPT (: ilu <3

#4 Library Crisis

its so long, i shall blog about it another day (:

#5 imissyou):

#6 _ _ _ is getting on my nerves

its annoying how sometimes you decide to give up on something and then the _____ keeps insisting that its complusory to try and blahblahcrapcrap all because you passed the aptitude test blahblahcrapcrap. go away. it was a mistake to begin with. it was for fun.

xdeb

tried to take a picture of us(love)

2009-05-11T17:20:00.000-07:00

i'm going crazy, i smile to myself. you make me do crazy things (:

eeee, i've got to go back to school after dental ): i dont want. very sleepy.

debx

shan : aspen is a tuition place, lol. melb also got nice pretty chocolate what, but too bad dont have bakwa and kuehtutu ^^ and welcome, i didnt intend to take it off, but for your sake. lol. ocd is obsessive compulsive disorder. which doudou has. why is C called doudou. doudou is too cute for his name. tsk. btw, i emailed you. go see. and my tag reply is longer than my post. LOL

2009-05-09T18:36:00.000-07:00

and so i promised i'll blog on what i ate. yesterday i woke up after a really long nap to realise that there was no aspen ^^. so instead of staying at home to study, we went taka again :D had the usuals at cc, then went down and got ice cream, then got some piece of really pretty chocolate. then tomato juice. then went up to shop for awhile, came down and got a piece of bakwa, some shortbread, cake, and kuehtutu.

ohboy. i ate alot. all in like 2 hours.

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i was super pissed off at someone for alot of things, then suddenly i received your message, and now i cant stop smiling to myself :D XD

i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait.

i missed you so much. (:

its been so long since i've seen you.

2009-05-09T18:34:00.000-07:00

this is how the chioman looks. [with the chio hair]( i know you're gonna kill me ^^)

[sorry people. the picture has to be taken off, cos shan's ocd bf doesnt allow. ^^]

so much for being man right ^^ :D

2009-05-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

Deborah says:
HAHA, i jsut posted that

shan says:
LOLOL

Deborah says:
you make me think wrong lor
i very innocent one

shan says:
you keep quoting me man
YOU INNOCENT?!?!?!?!
wah.

Deborah says:
YES

shan says:
denial...
your denial very serious

Deborah says:
NO
i very innocent one lor!

shan says:
HEN YAN ZHONG.
YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I TALKING ABOUT RIGHT.

shan says:
you innocent i think humpty dumpty can put back together liao.
oh my god.
your chinese really F.A.I.L
it means very serious. hen yan zhong.
YAN ZHONG = SERIOUS

Deborah says:
HAHAHA

shan says:
i think i dowan to ????????
shall talk in english from now on.
ahem.
I THOUGHT YOU SAY GOING TO EAT?

Deborah says:
yes yes

shan says:
wah. i miss kang kong.

shan says:
you can have the stem i eat the leaf.

Deborah says:
i snail mail to you
YES

Deborah says:
i mean i snail mail you kang kong

shan says: all i see is a mess of black stuff.

2009-05-09T04:46:00.000-07:00

Deborah says:
so of course all chio
^^
ego
shan says:
LOLOLOLOL
of course ;D
okok
go eat la you

Deborah says:
kkk
^^
shan says:
sure eat a lot one you
crazy
hahhahaa

Deborah says:
byebye chiobu
yes

shan says:
BYEBYE

Deborah says:
i shall blog abotu eating laterz
and how much ia te
you know i blog only foir you

shan says:
i am chioMAN. not bu. because i too manly to be girl
ahem.
hahahahhaa

Deborah says:
lol
HAHAH

shan says:
REALLY

Deborah says:
more like i man

shan says:
SO SWEETTT {this was to the i only blog for you part. not to the more man part.}

Deborah says:
yes

shan says:
yes blog about your food too

Deborah says:
^^
i love you

shan says:
you got man body
i got man
something
-.-

Deborah says:
something
?

shan says:
hahaha

Deborah says:
OMG
SO SCARY
HAHAHA

shan says:
i don't know what the something is

HAHAHZ.

2009-05-09T04:27:00.000-07:00

shan's boyfriend has his name as LYS...so i said

Deborah says:
he's obsessed

shan` oh my boy. "the opponents aren't winning the matches; you're losing them." - webber says:
hahahaa. perhaps perhaps. he has me on his dp
my hair was damn chio today
so took a few pictures
i send him then he fell in love all over again
HAHAHHAAA. kidding.

Deborah says:
HAHAHAHAH
OMG
you're damn ego too!
can i post that
PLEASE

shan` oh my boy. "the opponents aren't winning the matches; you're losing them." - webber says:
i give myself praise when i deserve it(:

xdeb

2009-05-09T04:18:00.000-07:00

OMG, you've SO got to read this

shan` oh my boy. "the opponents aren't winning the matches; you're losing them." - webber says:
i shall push him on the mrt tracks and wave bye bye (:

HAHAHAHAHAHA. shan, if you do i'll go kill myself too. HAHAHAHAHA.

x deb

shan cheered up my day (;

2009-05-08T06:29:00.000-07:00

today i finally decided to get a new phone after i called someone and then my phone refused to work. ( its just you ^^) it normally works fine. anywayz, so i got up the car and told mum my phone is screwing up. she said okay, go and buy phone now. so we went to novena for lunch, and after lunch, we walked to the phone shop. on the way there i told mum that whenever i wanna buy, surely no stock. ( as a joke) and TRUE ENOUGH :O i walked there and asked for iphone, NO MORE STOCK >:/

after i finally decide to part with my pretty V9, although i'm definitely not gonna trade in, i'll just let it sit at home, there's no stock ): its the same as when i waited 3 months for my current phone. tsk.

but apparently there's a newer version of iphone coming in june, i guess i'll wait till then and hope my phone lasts. :l

ohyeah, and econs was damn screwed up. ohboy, watch me fail.

x debz

2009-05-05T07:29:00.000-07:00

AND I AM SO HAPPY HONEY IS GOING FOR SEA AGE <3

sometimes i just wanna pick up the phone and dial your number,
and i wonder if you'll pick up the phone and we can talk like before ;

2009-05-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

lazy to upload all, so if you wanna see more go honeyx's blog.

behindthisfacade-.blogspot.com

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<33

TING <333

yaozong! (:

kelvinchan! :D

HONEYxxyyzz! <333

kel,nah,hun (:

honeyx, "yeah, we're at nike singapore looking at the dress you said was nice kelvin ^^"

HAHA cass ;)

debx

2009-05-01T21:41:00.000-07:00

i can't believe i waited so long, just for you to agree and then realise that's not what i really want; brownie dilemma

labour day was funz despite that mini bruise i have on my leg now.

i failed GP :O but passed bio ^^
econs lecture test (essay) next friday, kill me now.

xoxo deb

2009-04-27T23:57:00.000-07:00

2nd for 50 back.rather emotion-less about this, since i didnt expect anything to begin with. haha.

but apart from that, that isnt really the point. the point is, my clothes got dunked, yes, my clothes got dunked. not me. cherylt was trying to dunk me today so i decided i should save my shirt and shorts and took them off and jumped into the pool since i still had training togz on. and guess what, she came over and threw my shirt and shorts in. THANKS CHERYL. ( your koz swimmers very cool btw.)

100 back tmrwzzz.

xoxo debs

yes,yes,yes

2009-04-27T23:55:00.000-07:00

according to the quiz i made in fb, apparently i think alot of people think i

1) dont like fruit juices/ like orange and carrot juice
2) like any nail polish color that is happy
3) dont like to study
4) like to play dj max
5) own a pink PSP

tsktsk.

2009-04-22T04:15:00.000-07:00

yayzzz, i didnt fail chem (: B isnt so bad i guess :D

i got the back titration question correctt :O wheee.

100 back heats on fridayxxx.

xoxoyyy Debs

weirrdddd moodddd.

2009-04-20T05:51:00.000-07:00

oh no ): today is a bad bad bad horrible day.
math was, er. bad. mainly cos i didnt study.

andand, its so horrible ): he said it as if it was the last time we were gonna meet and like i wasnt good enough :/ horrible. if he doesnt take me i dont know what i'm gonna do. this sucks. i really really want it, but it seems like nothings gonna go my way for a long time now.

Oh, and my shoulder hurts when my head hurts, SO COOL RIGHT!

i want to fall asleep and never wake up

xoxo deb ):

2009-04-19T05:19:00.000-07:00

I WANT (:

super scared for tmrw (not math)

please please please

xoxo deb

2009-04-17T05:43:00.000-07:00

yay us,

we survived 4 tests this week (: ( i'm gonna do really badly for all of them though ): ) next week we've got math test :/ hopefully will get some studying done.

ting : lol, i dont even know why i didnt swim asean cup, errrr. i havent change phone yet, but soon (: i hope.

Honey!: eh, sorry about sunday k :/ yup yup, next time we go eat crepe together :D

shan: i dont change underwear so not-frequently okay. >:) ha. yaaa, alot of homework. sorry i still owe you email!!!

xDeb
oh boy, you're killing me and you don't even know it;

2009-04-11T08:35:00.000-07:00

hello. say hi to bio protein notes,

seriously took a really long time, like 3 hours just for proteins. i wonder how i'm gonna finish carbs lipids and enzymes before bio lecture test. proteins took up a painful 6 pages of writing ): horrible blister on my finger noww.

since its only 1139pm, i shall go do math/another chapter of bio. wait, i dont think its called chapter, i think its called topic. ):

still got chem test, GP essay test and econs data response test. ): someone save meeeeee.

xoxo Deb

2009-04-10T00:01:00.000-07:00

i need a new phone, and i finished PW PI draft :D ( out of 21 other homeworks D:)

sunday, math with bff (:

xoxo Deb

2009-04-08T06:50:00.000-07:00

it isnt very nice to be called out to comment on the sentence "mathematics is part of science" is it?

too much work, too little time.

too much to remember, too little brain capacity.

tag replies ( this is so random)

shan : eh, haha. ya, the pink color was getting abit annoying too. so just figured should get it changed. haha, aiyah, very lazy to link people. the next time i email you i'll email you my user and password then you can add yourself as friend 1 (: ohoh, i replied alrdy. :D i'm glad you got to see what i wanted you to see. :D

ch: bff! ilu <3 haha. remember to tell me how it goes tmrw kkk.

ting: HELLO (:

xoxo deb
where did you go ):

2009-04-05T06:30:00.000-07:00

nevermind,so how,k, anything, whatever.

last week was crazy, on the average 4-5 hours of sleep everyday. perfect.the week starts again tmrw.

SWEET.

last sunday

x deb

can you be any more less discreet.

2009-03-26T05:45:00.000-07:00

k, life is getting crazier and crazier by the minute.

just another queer incident,

jeremy:
omg really?
jeremy:
do u? (:
Deborah says:
YES
Deborah says:
NO
Deborah says:
OMG
jeremy :
hahaha
Deborah says:
i meant yes to the
jeremy:
okayokay relaxx

andand, i cant believe some guy thought i was danny's sister :l

x Deb
please dont take my sunshine away.

2009-03-24T06:33:00.000-07:00

you wouldnt believe what an awesomely stupid thing i did today, so here goes.

i shall use his name as suzanna just in case he reads this (: but actually it doesnt matter since he knows his name is suzanna, but whatever. anyways.

today after school kayleigh and suzanna and i went for tuition, so we decided we should go for macca before class as usual, and suzanna decided to follow us too, so we sat there and like we ordered the usual mcnuggets. so we went and sat down. then i was happily eating when suzanna went

"you know adding *points to ketchup* to *points to sweet&sour sauce* will cause an exothermic reaction"

so i just said okay... *weird look* and continued eating. then kayleigh actually went and used a frie to scoop some sweet&sour sauce with some chili to see if its warm, but suzanna was like, no, it's got to be ketchup. so he took one of my frie, scooped ketchup and sweet&sour sauce and spreaded it all over the paper. so he was like see! its hot *waves hand over the mixture*

so the all so natural thing to do, is to go and check if its hot right. so i put my hand there very warily to check if its hot, then i tried touching the base of the paper so just in case it's hot it wouldnt burn ( how stupid i was) then suzanna was like "do this" *puts hand directly over sauce*

and i did as told.
how stupid.
he slammed my hand into the entire puddle of sauce!!! >:l stupid suzanna. no wonder my dog doesnt like you >:/ bully me. pfft.

oh yes, and quote of the day "if i ever hear anyone say 'i wanna buy that laura gan bag' i'll just die." ha, laura, dont kill me (:

off to do chem prac :/

x deb
hello new friend (:

2009-03-02T06:12:00.000-08:00

ohgosh, school work's been gross. like bio tutorial's alot of writing ): so pen ink finishes really quick. i hate mondays and some other day which we dont have break till after bio prac and bio prac's like 2 hours long. i think that's thursday. i offically love wednesdays (: dont ask why. but yeah, school ends at obscene 4.10 on tuesday, which sucks, but it isnt so bad since tuesdays and wednesdays are no training days (: so yes.

i'm like sleep deprived ): the only day i get like ALOT of sleep, well not alot any more, is sunday, but last sunday was really hectic so technically i havent rested since the previous sunday :l i didnt remember life in RG to be so bad, some how the day starts much early and ends much later even though i'm training much less. i wonder why.

besides, i'm missing nov/dec so much :/ ohwells.

for now there's like lipids tutorial due on friday plus prob qns which is due tmrw for tutorial, econs tutorial, Chem qns and crapp. shizzz. why's there so much homework. i should MC one day and stay at home and sleep. or maybe two. (:

xDeb

scrufscrufscruffy, i miss you ):

2009-02-16T07:15:00.000-08:00

okay, as i've said i'd post the convo, i shall, but since i cant really rmb much of it, here goes the rough idea.

me : eh, i really wanna know, why dont you ask?

d: ( says no and says i should ask for a really long time ) if he gets angry and tries to kill you, just jump into water and swim away.

me : haha. right.

d: i'm sure you swim quicker than him

me: uhhhh.

d: you swim faster than i do! so you should ask

later..

me : but if we meet up, i dont think there's water anywhere near

d: okay, then we can run. you can run behind me.

much later in the convo...

me: eh, i really wanna ask ____ too.

d: ask lah, you can swim away again!

me: cannot lah, will see him in school one eh.

d: oh yah, rj canteen doesnt have water. cannot swim on the ground. so better not ask.

its weird here since it isnt put into context, but nevermind. i got to know what i wanted to know. and we know can already. ^^ ANYWAYS, MATH IS GROSS. it gets on my nerves. pfft. ( its so weird when i use pfft now. haha)

and omgosh, YAY, (:

xoxo,
Deb

2009-02-09T02:08:00.001-08:00

okay, since i'm really really awefully bored and lazy to stand up and do anything else and in desperate need to do something, i decided it was a good idea to post again. so here goes, orientation was good, my group was O'h oh, you're in trouble, BW07

orientation was good, nice people, awesome times, friendly- new friends (: and wacky/crazy girlfriends + <3 triangle :D and last but not least, guys who love camwhoring. haha. anyways, currently i'm in like 10S03D, i've got eunice, weiling, lifang, lingmin, danfer, livia, yanling and alot of other girls. we're like a BCME class so yeah.

this is getting so boring. pfft.

anyways, shan! i posted (: haha! AND I MISS YOU!

<33Deb

2009-01-14T04:58:00.000-08:00

okay, maybe i was wrong.

i dread everyday, every single day. its too much to go on without you here.

2008-12-29T20:36:00.001-08:00

everything's been awesome so far, melbourne was like crazily good. met up with shan, caught up quite abit, went around shopping, taking neos, cam whoring. it was really good. to top that up, boxing day sale was like omfg. singapore should have that. its like, the best buys i've had in a long long while.

went to moreton bay on sunday, snorkelled, watched dolphins, build sand castles, surprisingly i didnt get alot of a tan though i did get a little bit darker. uhhm, OHYES, and there was great company (:

i think its about 13 days till i've got to go back to singapore ): i wanna stay here forever!

please dont take my sunshine away.

Deb!

(: matty!

2008-11-28T17:05:00.000-08:00

i just thought this was quite funny, but its not like anyone's gonna understand this unless i explain but i shall just post it (:

from shan's email : "she's hot on a BOY'S arm."

well, its funny if you just read this snippet alone, not the whole sentence.

besides, this is a grave grave matter. nothing to be laughed about, right shan? ;)

got to go shopping noww <3

Deb! :D
because i'm afraid.

2008-11-19T19:47:00.000-08:00

tagged by cass

RULE #1:
People who have been tagged must write their answers
on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike
with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2:
Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by
and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged
by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
yea

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
well, it wasnt a yes 6 days ago. but now it is.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i dont know.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
uhhhh, buy stuff?

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
haha, yes, if i was a guy i would like yanshan.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone

7. List out 10 favourite things that you like
simpsons, twix bars, water, tomato juice, vegs, H,house , my mum, my dog, my bed.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
haha, it isnt a secret and he isnt attached.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yes(:

10. What makes you sad?
stormy weather.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
studying i guess.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you
people near me. like. literally.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life? (currently)
food.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
rich and single (:

15. What is your favourite colour?
white.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously,
and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
how to like two people at the same time?

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
forgive is easy peasy, forget is harder.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
i love you too.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
uh. i dont know.

20. Labels or love ?
labels :D

The ones who have to do this:
1. shan
2. sheena
3. cat(?)
4. aly
5. i honestly dont know.

Deb! :D
i miss you too cass!! xoxo.

2008-11-18T03:07:00.000-08:00

all i need is twix bars, simpsons, and you <3 ;

everything's been happening too quickly!!! ahh, someone come save me. all these seem to good to be true :D i dont want it to end :( 5 days have passed! ggaahhs.

oh yeah, and like. how cool it is that there was this hailstone/huge enormous storm the day before yesterday. apparently it happens in once every 5 years. ha. i always seem to bring climatic changes with. snow in china, rain in oxford, snow in germany, and now storm in australia. our tv sorta blacked out or sorts. something happened to it. and yes, i was freaking out at the storms. and lightnings.

hopefully tmrw will be a sunny day and we can go SHOPPING (:

OHYES, I FORGOT TO SAY. I WON KENNETH AT TABLE SOCCER ((; massively overdued but still :D ha. and since i was nice, he didnt have the do the punishment :]

Deb! :D
i like you just the way you are <3

2008-11-12T08:43:00.000-08:00

FAM.

okay, i find it hard to actually get excited about anything nowadays. but neverminds. apparently there was this lucky draw thing, so i was like. amanda, if i get the ipod touch i'll give it to you since i've alrdy got one. so they went on reading the names blah blah blah. and bloody hell, i got a stupid big microwave oven. ggah. my whole table couldnt stop laughing at me. nevermind that. i had to carry it down. it was )@&$*@$& heavy. luckily amanda was there. amanda calls me lucky. but what's so lucky to get a microwave oven. 099. thanks.

ipod touch and microwave oven aside, it was just an evening of dresses, dresses, and more dresses i guess. pre-FAM was fun with jun and amanda (; FAM was just okay. not that i actually expected much from it. okay, maybe i need sleep. so i'll stop complaining.

oh yes, have i mentioned the intense disgust in ____. actually it was so bad. but the more i think about it arh. the worse it gets. okay, its like something so long ago. maybe 5 months back. but its so annoying i cant go over it. nevermind.

Deb! D:

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2008-11-12T08:12:00.000-08:00

dark side. ha.

2008-11-11T04:18:00.000-08:00

dont seem to know, dont seem to care;

tmrw amanda and junru will be coming over before fam (: sweet. anws, havent trained for 9 days already. ha. i bet i'm gonna die when i go back into the water. if i ever do :) ha. 2 more dayyss.

oh yes, yanshan, if you havent seen your tag [and for some random reason that if you come to my blog before going to your own, ] I MIGHT GET TO COME FIND YOU (: (: (: :D :D :D =)=)=) :]:]:] yes, i'm very happy to get to see you again :DDDDDD

Deb!

2008-11-08T18:16:00.001-08:00

and since i'm too lazy to start on math tuition homework, here's a quiz aly tagged me in.

Ten Sounds You Hear On A Daily Basis
10. the drilling coming from outside my window [there're building some new condo]
9. my dog's barking sounds
8. my mum's voice
7. my own breathing sounds, i breathe really loudly
6. the door knock
5. my own footsteps
4. my message tone
3. my call tone
2. at night when i hit my head against my bed head board, that sound
1. a sigh

Nine Animals You Like, But Wouldn't Want As Pets
9. dolphin
8. turtle
7. chinchilla [spell?]
6. lion
5. shark
4. ghost. wait. is ghost an animal.
3. monkeyy
2. dab fish
1. lobster

Eight Bands You Discovered in 2008
N.A

Seven Things Sitting On Your Kitchen Counter
7. my dad's glasses
6. cup
5. spoon
4. microwave oven
3. water flask
2. thermal flask
1. table clothe

Six Colours You're Wearing (includes accessories)
6. yellow
5. red
4. blue
3. green
2. white
1. grey

Five Things Written This Month On Your Calendar
5. world cup
4. outing 1
3. outing 2
2. outing 3
1. (:

Four Possible Reasons You'd Be In A Hospital
4. laugh too much with cass then we both rolled down a hill.
[it took me 5 mins to think how to spell hill. i wrote heel heal hell. nevermind]
3. DOCTOR
2. something happened to my shoulder
1. i usually walk through TTS to get home if i come home myself.

Three Languages You'd Like To Learn
3. spanish
2. italian
1. German

Two Board Games You Played Last
2. monopoly
1. LIFE

One Reason To Keep On Going Even When You Want To Give Up
1. every one who has hoped for, hopes, or will hope in me.

Tag 10 people
1.Yanshan
2.Cass
3. Nah
4. Ting
5. Ch
6. Thashi
7. amanda
8.junru
9. anyone
10. i dont know.

yesterday was okay, we've got a new math teacher.no more ms neo ): i miss ms neo )))): ggaaah. but at least, Mr Ho is a nice nice teacher. we did AP/GP.not sure if that's supposed to be hard.. but its like. confusing. and we've got two pages worth of assignments to do.somehow with something like homework on my to do list i feel more... secured? i dont know.anw, after that met with dan nah cass ting. then they went to taka to get the bag first and me and cass went to city hall to do something, then we met nah and ting at cine. ha. and i insisted we leave cos according to my rain prediction, i said it was going to rain, which they obviously didnt believe me >:/ but nevermind, i still dragged them to novenas mos with me to eat. hahaha. then we sat and talk talk talk, then cass left, we talked talk talk some more. haha, and nah did a bit of explaining of math.i think nah makes a potential tuition teacher (: ha.

Deb! :D
4 more days.

2008-11-07T03:36:00.000-08:00

you guys are the ones who saved me from this rough patch of my life;

thursdays : amanda, liangsi, junru.

todays : CASS & NAH [and MIA dan]

2 hours of math tmrwss. ggahs.

Deb! :D

2008-11-05T06:14:00.000-08:00

if only i could remember chinese phrases as well as i can remember your number,
the world would be a much better place;

:D
i love you and that's all i really know.

chinese today was.... uhh.... actually i'm in no position to comment since all chinese exams are the same to me. difficult. ha. nehverminds chinese. at least its overrrr (: whees. hahas. nehevermind. i very high today.

tmrws : amanda
fridays: awesomes sentonsassss
saturday: TDCSM, go figure :D
sunday : currently no one
monday : :)))))
tuesday : currently no one
wedneday : FAM
thursday : YAYYYYYS (: i cant wait!

so now, only left sunday and tuesday have no on to go out with. ha. MAYBE i'll train then.

Deb! :D