What about you? Are you the happiest and the saddest right now that you’ve ever been?”
“Of course I am.”
“Why?”
“Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you.
– Nicole Krauss (in The History Of Love)
yay, mummy allows me piano lessons and french lessons because , well because. because. everyone knows because of what dont we. apparently my french teacher is from mauritius ( is that how it's spelt, i'm too lazy to check). so exciting right, i hope he's cute like anusha's ex-french teacher. :D yay yay yay, so excited.
i'm sick so i shall not go to school to pass the germs to people. (:
oh and we get back promo results on 26oct. its so scary. its all at one go. i think its the same day i get back sat results, or something. ohwellx.
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this is so funny, since i'm in a pretty happy state, i shall post happy stuff
in a recent text message,
vanessa said "if you lose anymore weight, you'll disappear"
in a recent email,
shan wrote : "HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (there are 17 !s, count if you dont believe)"
in a recent msn convo,
Deb: you cant run away from meimei ^^
josh says: SURE SURE SURE
josh says: haha eh go listen to the song Try by Asher brook
Deborah says: haha, yay you admitted it
[note how he tries to change the topic]
in a recent training session,
zach : i'm celebrating deepa-raya in army tmrw.
in a recent danny moment,
Charles: where did you go?
Danny : i was swimming
in another recent danny moment,
marcus : the air smells so oily
zach : smells like someone is making breakfast
danny : smells like bread being baked.
yay i'm gonna sleep in tmrw morning since bio lecture only starts at 9plus. shhh, dont tell anyone. i hope no impt person from school reads my blog. if not i'll get a white slip.
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Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
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why do you have to leave me to clean up this stupid mess?
&still trying to find a happy ending
chem, wasnt that bad i guess. the question jh told me to study came out. thanks jh. but on the other hand, we've got a 3 hour math paper tmrw. this is very very horrible. i know nothing about math. 2 more papers. the 2 worst papers out of the lot.
&still trying to find a happy ending
morning training, three hour econs mugging session and two hours break left me with only goverment intervention, price mechanism and elasticity. i work fast, no?
&still trying to find a happy ending
; will we ever have the chance, to finish what we started?
&still trying to find a happy ending